Do you ever feel left out? Rejected by the ‘beautiful’ people? Made to feel inadequate?
In the opening chapter of The Martyr’s Song, we meet Marci, a girl who knows first-hand what it means to feel these things.
As she stands in a vacant school hallway, crushed by another round of taunts and rejections from her classmates, a woman approaches her. “Come to my flower shop tomorrow, and I will make you beautiful,” the woman promises.
Marci is stung by the woman’s words, angered that even this stranger has the nerve to call her ‘ugly’. The next day Marci goes to the flower shop, not to let the woman ‘make her beautiful’ but to tell the woman exactly what she thinks of her, and her offer.
But Marci discovers that the woman, Eve, wasn’t talking about physical beauty, or even inner beauty.
Eve tells Marci that true beauty will come to her only when she embraces the heart of a story. She then tells Marci the tale of Father Michael and thirteen-year-old Nadia, a child considered ugly with her coarse looks, blotchy freckles, and left leg two inches shorter than her right.
The story is set in war torn Bosnia, in the 1940s. A group of soldiers, lead by Commander Karadzic, comes across a small village, untouched by the combat that surrounds it. Karadzic is intent on restoring Serbia, purging anyone he doesn’t consider a good Serb, especially Franciscans who approved the murder of hundreds of thousands of Serbs by Yugoslavia’s Ustashe army.
Unable to understand why this church remains standing when all the others within a hundred kilometers have been burned to the ground, Karadzic becomes convinced the church is Franciscan, protected by the Ustashe. When he finds Father Michael and the remaining villagers in the church courtyard celebrating Nadia’s birthday, he decides to put the villagers’ faith to the test.
As Karadzic’s inhuman game unfolds, readers glimpse life beyond the present through the eyes of Father Michael. The skin of this world peels away to reveal the world that awaits; a world full of laughter and a song that caresses the soul. A world where Nadia is beautiful.
By the time Eve finishes the story, Marci knows a secret that will change her life forever. She learns that in the eyes of heaven we are all beautiful, even her.
The Martyr’s Song, poignant in its first telling within Dekker’s earlier novel, When Heaven Weeps, is even more so in this novella. The book includes a CD of a song performed by Todd Agnew and co-written by Agnew and Dekker exclusively for this book. A list of discussion questions at the back of the book draws readers deeper into the book’s theme. Dekker invites us to search our souls and discover if we are in true anticipation of heaven, or simply enamored with our temporal life on earth.
This story struck my heart in a powerful way. Like Marci, I struggled with feelings of insignificance, and fought to fit in when considered the ‘outsider’. Unlike Marci, I didn’t have an Eve in my life to teach me what every child in this situation needs to learn.
I believe this book is a must read for any teenager who struggles with issues of self-worth, or who faces peer pressure to conform to today’s standards. Once more Dekker reaches out through story to expand our imagination and teach a timeless message. Once more I have been changed as a result.
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